My boyfriend and I broke up. My mom told me she had already forgotten she had a daughter. I wasn’t allowed to go outside the rehabilitation facility. I don’t have money.
F*ck this whole thing. I’d been working here for three months but until now, they haven’t given me a single cent. I’m giving my service for free. I want to find another job so I could have money but they didn’t want me to. Oh God. How about my personal belongings??? I don’t have any money now to buy those things. Gosh, how can I survive this. Can I surpass this another challenge in my life.
I want to have work. I want my mom to love me again. And I want him back in my life.
I feel so alone. Useless. I feel like no one loves me.
Can anybody hear me????
I’m tired of this. 
Hi, Anne !
Hello Ren. It’s been awhile.
I just read your latest entries here.hang in there, girl. he’s not worth your misery, judging from what you’ve written here. Cheer up.
By the way, I’m following you, but it looks like I’m not getting your posts. i wonder why.
Okay, you’re on my Reader, which I’m not checking out. ha ha ha I’ll just click the boxes here.
Oh Ren. We just got back together and we’re ready to get married.Or so I thought. And then, he backed out. My family was furious. They almost killed me after telling them about what happened. I wished I had someone to confide to right now. I feel useless. I feel like Im just a piece of trash.
Don’t ever think of yourself as trash. Never. That man is the one that is TRASH, not you ! ! Anne, from what I’ve read from ypur posts, FORGET HIM. HE’S TRASH. You’re a nurse, for Pete’s sakes. Don’t get together with any man that comes your way. Choose well, and don’t settle just because he’s the only one who has noticed you. Take a deep breath, and relax , and check out what you have. You’ll discover you have more than the rest of us.