Archive | November, 2012

SKIN ART

26 Nov

Like My FB Page

25 Nov

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Much love,

Anne 🙂

No Make-Up Look

25 Nov

Fresh and simple. 🙂 Beauty can’t be seen with make-ups on. It should be natural and comes from within. 🙂

Move On!

21 Nov

Move on.

Such an easy word to say but one of the hardest thing to do.

Why can’t I move on? It’s been a week since our break-up but still, I feel hopeless. I want to cry the whole day. I keep on blaming myself why he left me. I love him so much. I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I’ve tried talking to my psychiatrist but I just couldn’t open up to him what’s really the root of my sadness and what causes the pain that I am feeling. All I could tell him is that I’m tired of feeling that I am not good looking. But the truth is, I feel ugly because the only guy that I loved just left me with another girl. I’m insecure with his new girl. I am jealous. I envy that girl because she’s the one who owns his heart now. I hate myself. Why can’t I just accept the fact that he doesn’t love me anymore.

Why can’t I move on?? Please tell me how. The pain is killing me and I just couldn’t take it anymore. 😥

Ugly Me!!!!

18 Nov

Why life is so unfair? Some people are rich, some are poor. Some people are intelligent, some people are with low IQ. Some people are good looking and some are just plain ugly.

Ugly…. Just like me. Ugly and fat. With big nose. Big legs. Dark complexion. And a weight of almost 180 lbs. So that’s me. I’m feeling so down right now. Hearing from other people my physical appearance makes me feel like a total loser. Now, I’ve got a theory. Maybe the reason my boyfriend left me because of my physical appearance. His new girl is pretty and sexy. And I am absolutely not a likeable sight to see.

I’ve learned from the rehabilitation that I should love myself because it’s God’s gift. But how could I if everyone’s around me is telling not to love it. Everyone’s around me telling that I’m fat.

And I hate myself for it!

Someone Just Broke My Heart

17 Nov

How would you feel if your man cheated on you? It hurts, isn’t it?

November 13, 2012.I sent a message to my boyfriend (we’ve been together for more than 8 months and I met him in the rehabilitation center). I told him that we should break up because I couldn’t feel his affection anymore. He didn’t reply so I thought he didn’t like the idea of that; us, breaking up. So I browsed his Facebook account only to find out that he’s already in a relationship with another girl. What hurts more is that they’ve been together even before I broke up with him. It felt like it’s the end of the world for me. My first boyfriend cheated on me. So that’s why he’s being cold whenever he’s with me. I couldn’t take the pain any longer that day so I called him. He told me he had to leave me because the people around us didn’t want us to be together. He also told me to move on. I was crying the whole night. He’s my first boyfriend, my first kiss and the first guy to broke my heart.

Right now, I’m still in the process of grieving. I am pretending that everything’s fine but the truth is, I am deeply wounded. All I want to do is cry and scream. I want him back. I want our relationship to be just like before.

I love him so much that i don’t think I can handle another depressive situation in my life again.

I am sick and tired of being hurt. 😦

I’m Back

6 Nov

Hello my fellow bloggers! 10 months had passed and I am back again. Yes I’m still alive! Mt 10 month rehabilitation’s over and now, I’m ready to face the world again.

And because of the long waiting, I’ll be posting a lot of my rehabilitation stories soon.

I’ll try to update my blog everyday but I can’t promise you that ’cause I’m only using the computer where I am working now. Actually, I am now working as a facility nurse where I was rehabilitated before. A volunteer nurse to be exact.

So, just wait for my future stories. Okay???