Someone Just Broke My Heart

17 Nov

How would you feel if your man cheated on you? It hurts, isn’t it?

November 13, 2012.I sent a message to my boyfriend (we’ve been together for more than 8 months and I met him in the rehabilitation center). I told him that we should break up because I couldn’t feel his affection anymore. He didn’t reply so I thought he didn’t like the idea of that; us, breaking up. So I browsed his Facebook account only to find out that he’s already in a relationship with another girl. What hurts more is that they’ve been together even before I broke up with him. It felt like it’s the end of the world for me. My first boyfriend cheated on me. So that’s why he’s being cold whenever he’s with me. I couldn’t take the pain any longer that day so I called him. He told me he had to leave me because the people around us didn’t want us to be together. He also told me to move on. I was crying the whole night. He’s my first boyfriend, my first kiss and the first guy to broke my heart.

Right now, I’m still in the process of grieving. I am pretending that everything’s fine but the truth is, I am deeply wounded. All I want to do is cry and scream. I want him back. I want our relationship to be just like before.

I love him so much that i don’t think I can handle another depressive situation in my life again.

I am sick and tired of being hurt. 😦

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7 Responses to “Someone Just Broke My Heart”

  1. iamtwixietops November 17, 2012 at 7:38 am #

    😦 that sucks! i hated that feeling too. :((

    • annerifficweak November 18, 2012 at 5:17 am #

      yeah, right. why most guys are cheater????

      • iamtwixietops November 18, 2012 at 5:43 am #

        😦 soon you will be fine. time can heal all wounds and the best revenge is just be happy. I know it will be hard.. sometime, you don’t know where and when to start.. but like all girls, you had been heart broken before, you can also make it.. just keep a positive mind. :)) aja aja fighting!

      • annerifficweak November 18, 2012 at 6:01 am #

        i just hope I can make it. He’s my first boyfriend. It’s just so sad that we had to end our relationship just like that. 😦

  2. dontchawannadream November 18, 2012 at 9:22 pm #

    Awww that shouldn’t happen. So sorry for you.
    But he won’t waste your time anymore and this is good news for you!!
    xx

    • annerifficweak November 19, 2012 at 12:58 pm #

      That’s okay. But you’re right. He’s just a waste of my time.

  3. renxkyoko December 18, 2012 at 5:07 pm #

    F*ck this whole relationship business. Hang in there, Anne ! Man, this is making me furious ! ! ! !

    Men are natural cheaters, Anne. Don’t put your trust in any guy, ever. It won’t hurt as much if any asshole cheats again.

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