Ugly Me!!!!

18 Nov

Why life is so unfair? Some people are rich, some are poor. Some people are intelligent, some people are with low IQ. Some people are good looking and some are just plain ugly.

Ugly…. Just like me. Ugly and fat. With big nose. Big legs. Dark complexion. And a weight of almost 180 lbs. So that’s me. I’m feeling so down right now. Hearing from other people my physical appearance makes me feel like a total loser. Now, I’ve got a theory. Maybe the reason my boyfriend left me because of my physical appearance. His new girl is pretty and sexy. And I am absolutely not a likeable sight to see.

I’ve learned from the rehabilitation that I should love myself because it’s God’s gift. But how could I if everyone’s around me is telling not to love it. Everyone’s around me telling that I’m fat.

And I hate myself for it!

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12 Responses to “Ugly Me!!!!”

  1. cherylz1961 November 18, 2012 at 12:03 pm #

    This song really helped me this year. I hope you listen to it.

    You are precious and you are not a junk.! God does not create junk. He creates beauty. You may think your are not beautiful according to the world, but in HIS eyes you are perfection.

    I went though most of my life thinking I was not beautiful, but I see now I am just the way I am supposed to be. God does not see us as we are now but He looks at us and sees us as we will be.

    I have an encouragement blog I hope you visit. Be kind to yourself today my dear.
    http://weepingintodancing.wordpress.com/

    • annerifficweak November 19, 2012 at 1:00 pm #

      Thank you for telling that I’m precious and I am perfect in God’s eyes. Those words made me feel at ease. Thank you so much for making me realize how wonderful I am. And I love the song too.

  2. nepaliaustralian November 18, 2012 at 11:47 pm #

    Beauty is in the eyes of beholder so no one is ugly. Don’t push yourself down. Just go out and have fun with the people who still love you for who you are.

    • annerifficweak November 19, 2012 at 12:57 pm #

      Yes, you are right. And still, there are people who still love me despite of my physical appearance.

  3. sammysamgurl November 19, 2012 at 2:38 am #

    Hey I am sure you are perfect the way you are! I know you hate hearing this but don’t be so down, I heard once that to be happy, first you have to act it and eventually you just become it. πŸ™‚ Anyways I know you are worried about “being fat” but please don’t resort to dieting, it never works, believe me I’ve been there. Instead think of it as changing your life and I want to help! My goal is to change as many lives as possible πŸ™‚ Anywho, getting to my point! I have a blog where I re-create all unhealthy recipes and make them healthy without losing any of the deliciousness! I also take requests and redo any recipe you’d like πŸ™‚ But if you follow me, you see that I post new recipes almost everyday anyways! I know you may think I am just trying to get more followers but I honestly love helping people reach their goals. I hope you read this and reply to it so I can help you out too! Stay positive and smile! It makes life better :).

    ~Sam~

    • annerifficweak November 19, 2012 at 12:55 pm #

      I’ll visit your blog. Well thank you for the encouraging words. I just feel so down this past few days.

  4. Bluejellybeans November 19, 2012 at 9:49 pm #

    What are you talking about?!! Don’t say that… You are cute and if your boyfriend left you it was probably because of his insecurities…

    • annerifficweak November 19, 2012 at 9:55 pm #

      Maybe he is. Maybe, I’m just being too emotional that’s why I wrote this blog.

  5. thedreamjournaltoday November 23, 2012 at 7:56 pm #

    You’re beautiful!
    Believe me, beauty on the outside can’t give you happiness. What matters is the beauty you possess within…:)

    • annerifficweak November 25, 2012 at 12:09 am #

      Thank you. the best thing I can do now, is appreciate what’s within.

  6. nenskei November 25, 2012 at 11:50 pm #

    Hi Anne,
    ‘Ugly me’ – shouldn’t be your tag line for yourself. Ugly personality is uglier than physical aspect. We are not born perfectly because somehow it’s us who should complete it perfectly on our own way.
    Who cares if you’re fat? Why they bother to mind your business? It is you, you know yourself better than them. I know Anne, there’s something special about you. Find it. Find yourself and you if you found it, what you are telling now is just nothing because there are more beautiful things to appreciate than those imperfection part about you. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow but one day you will.
    Challenges are made to make us stronger than we were, don’t let trials pull you down.

    Love,
    Shira

    • annerifficweak November 26, 2012 at 11:55 am #

      Thank you for your encouraging words. I visit your blog and was shocked to find out that you’re still young. and yet you have a very positive outlook in life. I hope I’ll be as optimistic as you. Thanks for dropping by.

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