Move On!

21 Nov

Move on.

Such an easy word to say but one of the hardest thing to do.

Why can’t I move on? It’s been a week since our break-up but still, I feel hopeless. I want to cry the whole day. I keep on blaming myself why he left me. I love him so much. I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I’ve tried talking to my psychiatrist but I just couldn’t open up to him what’s really the root of my sadness and what causes the pain that I am feeling. All I could tell him is that I’m tired of feeling that I am not good looking. But the truth is, I feel ugly because the only guy that I loved just left me with another girl. I’m insecure with his new girl. I am jealous. I envy that girl because she’s the one who owns his heart now. I hate myself. Why can’t I just accept the fact that he doesn’t love me anymore.

Why can’t I move on?? Please tell me how. The pain is killing me and I just couldn’t take it anymore. šŸ˜„

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6 Responses to “Move On!”

  1. The Daydreamer November 22, 2012 at 4:05 am #

    It would gonna be okay. šŸ™‚ It’s really hard. But one day, you’ll wake up happy. Just think that you would be happy even without him. Time forgets. šŸ™‚

    • annerifficweak November 22, 2012 at 12:03 pm #

      Yes, I really hope so. šŸ˜¦ And I hope in a short period of time, the wound in my heart will be healed.

  2. thedreamjournaltoday November 23, 2012 at 7:51 pm #

    Don’t force yourself to move on, it will never work…Give it time…Time will heal your wounds eventually! Be strong!

    • annerifficweak November 25, 2012 at 12:10 am #

      And I hope that time will come soon. The pain is just killing me.

      • thedreamjournaltoday November 25, 2012 at 12:50 pm #

        Just so you know, I know how it feels…
        Be patience. Time is your best friends sometimes šŸ™‚

      • annerifficweak November 26, 2012 at 11:58 am #

        Thank you for giving me strength to move on. and I’m waiting for that time to heal the wounds I have in my heart.

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