When He Said No

1 Mar

No more wedding.

He said he’s not ready. He said he had to let go of me.

Devastated? Yes.

Sad? Yes.

Angry? Definitely.

I feel like I’m a piece of trash. I don’t know what to do. I love him. I gave up my family for him. I gave him everything he wanted. I thought all’s going to be well. I know I said I’m not yet ready to have a family. But I wasn’t prepared for his unexpected decision. He let me go. We’re living together already then he told me to go home because he’s not yet ready for marriage. He said he tried but he wasn’t prepared for another responsibility. He said he wanted to go to abroad first. He said if ever he came back and I still don’t belong to someone else, then that’s the time he would marry me. But as of now, we should go on our separate ways.

F*CK HIM!!!!

And I thought, dramas were seen on movies only. Gosh, my life is one piece of a long story drama series!!!!

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4 Responses to “When He Said No”

  1. Bluejellybeans March 1, 2013 at 2:43 pm #

    Wow! I’m so sorry! Is ok to feel this way now, but he’s not worth it if he doesn’t know to appreciate your value, so yeah, f*ck him! šŸ˜‰
    Chin up and smile!

  2. renxkyoko March 1, 2013 at 7:51 pm #

    yeah, Anne, eff him ! What a jerk.

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