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Photography

25 May

Photography is one of my interests. I love taking pictures of anything under the sun. For me, pictures = memories. I am not a pro. It’s just a hobby. Here are some of my shots.








I hope you like it.

Blog post from my blogspot account http://iamtonianne.blogspot.com

ONE PIECE (Anime)

21 May

I’m not really into Anime or Cartoons but there’s one Manga series that I love watching. It’s ONE PIECE.

Because of my addiction, I started to draw some of the characters there. I’m not really good in painting. 🙂


NAMI. Yes I know, she doesn’t look like Nami. Hahaha. 😀


TONY TONY CHOPPER


SANJI


YUSSOF


RORONOA ZORO


MONKEY D. LUFFY

They are my favorite characters. I hope you like it. 🙂

Graduation Day

17 Apr

After 16 years of studying, finally, I am now a degree holder. I’m a proud alumna of Far Eastern University – Institute of Nursing.

April 12, 2011, tuesday, 12:00 noon, PICC, Pasay City, Metro, Manila.

One chapter of my life has ended. And I thank my family especially my mom, my friends and God for being with me and supporting me all the way. Now I have to face the new chapter of my life. New friends, new challenges ahead. Though I am not yet ready, I know God will help ME face it all. 🙂

Now here are some of my snapshots on my graduation day. 🙂


With Nicole. One of closest friends in our class and in FEU. we became friends when I invited her and her group of friends to go partying. I’ll definitely miss her. She’ll be going to US this year and will stay there for good. 😦


Meet AJ. My childhood friend. We’ve been friends for almost 16 years. Way my back in preparatory, he’s our salutatorian. Then we’re classmates again for 6 years in grade school, and he’s our batch valedictorian. In highschool, he’s also a valedictorian but at that time we studied from different schools. Then at college, we’re schoolmates again. and guess what, he graduated CUM LAUDE!!! I am so proud of him!


With Imogen. We call each other Labs. She’s also the first one to call me TONYANG. After that, it’s been my official nickname in our class.


And I am with our class pride, JOHN!!! He’s the only CUM LAUDE in our class. I’ve known him for 4 years. Though he couldn’t remember the time we first met. Hahaha. :))


Tantanan!! With Jorel!!! 🙂 Our first picture together!!! At least we had our picture taken before I left Manila. 🙂 I’m glad I met him. He’s been a good friend to me. 🙂



My best guy friend, *Patrick. I love him like a brother and also I love him more than a friend. I will always remember the times we’ve spent together. Our happy and sad moments. The times we had stupid quarrels. It’s just so sad that I wasn’t able to tell him how much I love him ’cause he has a girlfriend. 😦 Actually that’s fine with me as long as he’s happy with his relationship. I know that although he has a girlfriend, I will always be special to him. 🙂 Our last week together will always be remembered. And before we part ways, we hugged each other tightly as if there’s no tomorrow. The warmest hug I’ve ever received. I know our friendship will last FOREVER! 🙂

CONGRATULATIONS FEU – IN Batch 2011. Good luck to our upcoming BOARD EXAM. I know we can all make it!!! BRING BACK THE GLORY TO FAR EASTER UNIVERSITY. 🙂

I Made A Mistake

10 Mar

Surprise! Surprise! We had our conversation again. We chatted for almost an hour. People might think, it’s a good idea. Of course, it is. We hadn’t talk for 2 days because he’s in Tagaytay and it’s their Retreat.

But you know what’s wrong with this picture??? I told him I like someone else. Wrong move. Now he might think, I don’t like him but well in fact, I do like him. And now, if he likes me, he’s not going to confess it anymore because of my stupid mistake!

Argggg. I really hate myself!!!!

Confused :|

8 Mar

Does he like me or not?? I really don’t know if he’s telling the truth that he likes someone else. Maybe that’s the truth or maybe he’s saying that so I will not think that I am the girl he’s pertaining on most of his posts.

He’s sweet and caring. He remembers the smallest details of my life. The question is, “Is he like that with others?”

They say action speaks louder than words. But action without any spoken words is a lil’ bit confusing. and I am really confused right now.

If he has something for me, then tell it. I really hate this kind of feeling. 😐

If This Isn’t Love, Then What Is It?

30 Jan

I had a guy friend. We always teased each other. We always hang around in school. We ate lunch together sometimes. We fooled arounf

We’re not really close at first but I’d known him for almost 4 years. I met him when I enrolled in our school. We’re both part-scholar. After 2 years, we became classmates but he couldn’t remember me. Ouch! One reason was I was fat now and I was skinny way back in 2007. Still, we’re not close at that time. Junior years and we became classmates again. And now that we’re seniors, we’re still classmates.

Time went by, we eventually became friends. And now, he’s one of my closest friends in our class. As I’ve said, we always teased each other to the point that sometimes I would tell him that I had a crush on him. Though that’s not true. He’s always telling me that if I became thin again, he would ask me to be his girlfriend. I believed that that statement’s also a joke.

So our class had our duty in Lipa, Batangas for two weeks. His group and my group lived in one dormitory. Every morning, I went to their room to have chat with him and my other friends. But things had changed this time. When I told him again that I liked him, I knew in my heart that’s not a joke. I knew I mean those words. And when he told me he liked me too I wished that what he said was true and not a joke. I couldn’t look straight into his eyes. I was afraid he would know that my feelings for him was starting to develop into something deeper. On our last day in Batangas, we played cards ’til the wee hours of the morning. I slept on their room. I was shocked when he told me he was going to sleep beside me. I thought he didn’t mean it because there were still three spare beds. But I was wrong. He really slept beside me. We slept in the same bed. I couldn’t face him. I didn’t know what to do.

I don’t know if our feelings our mutual. I don’t know if I’m falling for him. I don’t know if his jokes are half meant. But one thing is for sure, I know this isn’t right.

Stalker

25 Jan

So, I read my friend’s blog again. Arggg. I’m such a stalker. I hate myself for reading her private thoughts again. Sorry, but I can’t help myself.

Her blog says about her feelings for this guy again. The guy that she likes and the same guy that I like.(If you read my post, “Friend or Fiend”, you will know the story behind this).

I thought, I’m the only one who always ask signs if that guy and me will be lovers in the future. Honestly I asked for three signs and the results of those signs were telling me that we can be together. That we can be lovers in the future. I am happy. To tell you the truth, I don’t love him but I really really like him.

But then again, I read my friend’s blog and she asked for a sign if there will come a time that what they have before will come back again. The same feelings and the same old them. And guess what, the sign she’s asking for also says that their will have their “time” again.

Is fate making fool of us??? I don’t know if I will ask another sign. I don’t think I will believe on signs again. I mean what if they will be together? We’re friends and that means, you can never date your friend’s ex-boyfriend/lover. That’s one of the golden rules of friendship.

I want my friend to be happy but I also want to be happy.

I don’t want to read her blog again but I want to know her inner thought. Because she never told me a single feeling she have for him.

The situation is so complicated. There are things we wish that might not come true. Things that may change because of him. Because of her. And because of me. I don’t know. I really don’t know what to do. 😦

Friend or Fiend?

16 Jan

I like someone. I mean I really like him soo much that I intend not to tell anyone in our class about it. Until one time I told my groupmate that I like him then my closest friend in our room then my groupmates then my one of our classmates again. So only a few of our class knew about it.

The reason why I didn’t want to tell anyone/only a few know about it was because I didn’t want people to tease us. It would just make me feel anxious and awkward around him. I mean we’re not even close and we barely talk. And also the primary reason was my friend(one my closest friends) and him were an item. And I didn’t want to ruin what they had because of my stupid feelings for him. You know, friendship is more important than boys. I never told my friend about it. So time passed. They weren’t an item anymore. He liked one of my classmates though. Almost one year had passed and then I confessed to her that I liked him. I mean I like him because I still like him up to now. I told her the reason why I only told her that day. She said that’s okay with her because she didn’t even care about him and she didn’t like anymore.

Then, it’s our Christmas Party and one of our classmates teases us and the whole sections knows about what I have for him. And guess what, they even made a fan club for us. So this friend of mine, who “used to like him” told me that she’s our number one fan. Whenever we talk, he’s always our favorite subject. I tell her every single detail of what I feel for him. Though it’s only a crush and nothing deeper than that.

Until, I read her blog. I read every single word of it and I try to comprehend it because I can not fully understand why she wrote that blog. She knows that I know her blog site and I’m going to read it sooner or later. It says there that he still likes him. That until now, she regrets the time that had passed when they still had their “time”. She also wrote that she’s going to regret it forever. Not necessarily forever.

When I read that, I feel stupid. Stupid for telling her about him. Stupid for not being sensitive enough of her feelings. But how will I know it? She seems to be so happy listening to my endless stories about him. She even asks questions. And let me tell you this, everyday, she always tell me that SHE DOESN’T LIKE HIM ANYMORE. That past is past.

I want to talk to her about this but I’m afraid this will affect our friendship.

Should I tell her her or let things settle as time goes by?

Highlights of 2010

5 Jan

There were so many things that happened to me last year. But the highlights of my 2010 were the ones that I did or went to for the first time. First time to go to a place, first time to drive, etc. etc.

JANUARY

(Patrick* and me)

This is the first time my friends and I played bowling. Well, actually, that’s my second time but it’s their first. We also played billiards. This time, it’s first time. Hahaha. 🙂

FEBRUARY

(Joana, Neilsen*my bestfriend*, Me, Tita Joy)

It’s Valentine’s day. Happiest Valentine’s I ever had. We went to Bulacan and then Laguna. This is the first time I went to ENCHANTED KINGDOM. I was so happy at that time though we don’t have much time to enjoy more.


(Ross, Clarice, Kathleen, Nix, Dan, Krish, Effy, Anne, Frances, Imo, Me, Erica, Iriz)
Left to Right, Top to Bottom

The first time we had our night swimming. That’s us. That’s BSN123. This was also my first time in Bosay Resort

MARCH

(Iriz, Noel, Darren, Imo, Ross, Christian*partly hidden*, Clarice, Lucky*my LUCKY*, Cesz, Anne, Mych, Krish, Dan, Krizzelle, Cate, Dawn, Me, Kathleen, Nix, Effy, Seiki)
L-R, T-B

First time we went to Christina Villas and first time Clarice celebrated her birthday with us, the BSN123. 🙂


(Ate Lou, Krizzelle, Harold, Angelie, Bianca, Me)


(Bianca, Angelie, Me, Ate Lou, Krizelle)

Our first road trip. My group mates and I originally planned to go to Enchanted Kingdom only. But when we were there, we decided to go to Tagaytay. It’s my first time to go there. We were at People’s Park in the Sky. The place was awesome. I could see the nearby towns in there and that’s the place where I shouted to the whole world that I love Lucky. Hahaha. 😀

APRIL

(Me, Khemwel, Kathleen, Ate Lou)

First duty in Batangas with Group 89-A. We lived in an apartment for 5 days. I am their cook. I’m the only one who knows how to cook in our group.

MAY

(Cates, Khemwel, Krizzelle, Angelie, Me)

We’re at Bianca’s place and it’s our first to go there. We’re also the first one whom she invited to their house. It’s a great pleasure. 🙂 At that time time she taught me and Krizzelle to drive. And it was my first time. I’m kinda nervous but at least, I was able to do a great job. I was able to drive her car. 🙂

JUNE

(Imogen, Ross, Erica, Jaeson, Me, Iriz, Krish, Clarice, Darren, Effy, Mary Joy, Seiki, Reycel, Cesz, Fifi)

That’s us, the BSN123 buddies. We went to Mall of Asia to celebrate Fifi’s 19th birthday. It’s not my unforgettable first but it was she who said that it’s her unforgettable first. It’s because, this was the first time she celebrated her birthday with us and her first time to dance on the dancefloor. She’s so happy. She’s a special friend to me that’s why I posted it. 🙂


(Nix, NIx’s friend, Dan, Me, Fifi, Effy, Darren, Erica, Kathleen)

It’s the premiere showing of Twilight Saga: Eclipse. It’s our first time to watched a premiere showing movie. We had soooooo much fun and there were soooo many freebies. Free magazine, free pizza, free vodka, free ice cream, free twilight masks, etc. 🙂

JULY

No highlight for this month. Hahaha. 🙂 Ahmm. Maybe our first duty in FEU-NRMF.

AUGUST

(Krizzelle, Angelie, Me)


(Bianca, Krizzelle, Leigh, Michie, Angelie, Me)


(Bianca, Harold, Michie, Krizzelle, Cates, Angelie, Me)

The first time we celebrated Leigh’s birthday. We went to their place in Batanagas. It’s also my first time to rise the seasaw. Hahaha. 😀 It’s never too late to try new things. 🙂

SEPTEMBER

(Cate, Krish, Reycel, Cesz, Effy, Anne, Me, Seiki)


(Karen, Effy, Lalaine, Christian, Mamiku, Me, Dawn, Cesz, Imogen, Ross, Reycel, Seiki, Lucky, Dan, Nix, Kathleen, Marie, Gabriel, John, Nikomedzhi, HArold, Krish, Cate, Jaeson, Anne, Darren, Noel, RJ)

It’s Nix’s 19th birthday. I gave her a book. My first time to gift a book. 🙂 The title of the book was Hush, Hush written by Becca Fitzpatrick.

OCTOBER

So it’s my birthday. My first time to celebrate my birthday on a bar. I’m with Dan, Nix and Darren. Dan was the first one to greet me personally and he hugged me. Patrick was the first to text me at exactly 12 o’clock. Happiest birthday so far.:) Sorry, I don’t have any pics on my birthday.


(Anne, Anne)

Anne went to our house in Bataan for the first time. She’s also the first one I invited to stay in our house for vacation. I had so much fun while she stayed there. We had mani – pedi. We watched DVDs all night and we even decorated our Christmas tree. We went to Ukay Ukay and bought clothes. It’s also my first time to shopped there.

NOVEMBER

(Eva, Henrico, Gerald, Hazel, Angelica, Julie, Me, Ruth, Mary Anne, Brenty)

This is our group. We called ourselves MOCTAH-kada. This was our first bonding last year. We ate with our bare hands in Eastwood. We window – shopped and just fooled around. 🙂

DECEMBER

This MOST UNFORGETTABLE of all!!! THE HIGHLIGHT OF ALL MY HIGHLIGHTS LAST YEAR. Tantananan!!!!!

That’s me and my crush, LUCKY. It’s our first picture together. And I am so happy. Actually, I don’t remember that I have a picture with him. I’m drunk at that time. So I am surprised to see that we have our very own portrait. I like him soo much. Really. And I’m looking forward to have more pictures with him. Hahaha.

That’s all. ‘Til next time. 🙂