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If This Isn’t Love, Then What Is It?

30 Jan

I had a guy friend. We always teased each other. We always hang around in school. We ate lunch together sometimes. We fooled arounf

We’re not really close at first but I’d known him for almost 4 years. I met him when I enrolled in our school. We’re both part-scholar. After 2 years, we became classmates but he couldn’t remember me. Ouch! One reason was I was fat now and I was skinny way back in 2007. Still, we’re not close at that time. Junior years and we became classmates again. And now that we’re seniors, we’re still classmates.

Time went by, we eventually became friends. And now, he’s one of my closest friends in our class. As I’ve said, we always teased each other to the point that sometimes I would tell him that I had a crush on him. Though that’s not true. He’s always telling me that if I became thin again, he would ask me to be his girlfriend. I believed that that statement’s also a joke.

So our class had our duty in Lipa, Batangas for two weeks. His group and my group lived in one dormitory. Every morning, I went to their room to have chat with him and my other friends. But things had changed this time. When I told him again that I liked him, I knew in my heart that’s not a joke. I knew I mean those words. And when he told me he liked me too I wished that what he said was true and not a joke. I couldn’t look straight into his eyes. I was afraid he would know that my feelings for him was starting to develop into something deeper. On our last day in Batangas, we played cards ’til the wee hours of the morning. I slept on their room. I was shocked when he told me he was going to sleep beside me. I thought he didn’t mean it because there were still three spare beds. But I was wrong. He really slept beside me. We slept in the same bed. I couldn’t face him. I didn’t know what to do.

I don’t know if our feelings our mutual. I don’t know if I’m falling for him. I don’t know if his jokes are half meant. But one thing is for sure, I know this isn’t right.

Highlights of 2010

5 Jan

There were so many things that happened to me last year. But the highlights of my 2010 were the ones that I did or went to for the first time. First time to go to a place, first time to drive, etc. etc.


(Patrick* and me)

This is the first time my friends and I played bowling. Well, actually, that’s my second time but it’s their first. We also played billiards. This time, it’s first time. Hahaha. 🙂


(Joana, Neilsen*my bestfriend*, Me, Tita Joy)

It’s Valentine’s day. Happiest Valentine’s I ever had. We went to Bulacan and then Laguna. This is the first time I went to ENCHANTED KINGDOM. I was so happy at that time though we don’t have much time to enjoy more.

(Ross, Clarice, Kathleen, Nix, Dan, Krish, Effy, Anne, Frances, Imo, Me, Erica, Iriz)
Left to Right, Top to Bottom

The first time we had our night swimming. That’s us. That’s BSN123. This was also my first time in Bosay Resort


(Iriz, Noel, Darren, Imo, Ross, Christian*partly hidden*, Clarice, Lucky*my LUCKY*, Cesz, Anne, Mych, Krish, Dan, Krizzelle, Cate, Dawn, Me, Kathleen, Nix, Effy, Seiki)
L-R, T-B

First time we went to Christina Villas and first time Clarice celebrated her birthday with us, the BSN123. 🙂

(Ate Lou, Krizzelle, Harold, Angelie, Bianca, Me)

(Bianca, Angelie, Me, Ate Lou, Krizelle)

Our first road trip. My group mates and I originally planned to go to Enchanted Kingdom only. But when we were there, we decided to go to Tagaytay. It’s my first time to go there. We were at People’s Park in the Sky. The place was awesome. I could see the nearby towns in there and that’s the place where I shouted to the whole world that I love Lucky. Hahaha. 😀


(Me, Khemwel, Kathleen, Ate Lou)

First duty in Batangas with Group 89-A. We lived in an apartment for 5 days. I am their cook. I’m the only one who knows how to cook in our group.


(Cates, Khemwel, Krizzelle, Angelie, Me)

We’re at Bianca’s place and it’s our first to go there. We’re also the first one whom she invited to their house. It’s a great pleasure. 🙂 At that time time she taught me and Krizzelle to drive. And it was my first time. I’m kinda nervous but at least, I was able to do a great job. I was able to drive her car. 🙂


(Imogen, Ross, Erica, Jaeson, Me, Iriz, Krish, Clarice, Darren, Effy, Mary Joy, Seiki, Reycel, Cesz, Fifi)

That’s us, the BSN123 buddies. We went to Mall of Asia to celebrate Fifi’s 19th birthday. It’s not my unforgettable first but it was she who said that it’s her unforgettable first. It’s because, this was the first time she celebrated her birthday with us and her first time to dance on the dancefloor. She’s so happy. She’s a special friend to me that’s why I posted it. 🙂

(Nix, NIx’s friend, Dan, Me, Fifi, Effy, Darren, Erica, Kathleen)

It’s the premiere showing of Twilight Saga: Eclipse. It’s our first time to watched a premiere showing movie. We had soooooo much fun and there were soooo many freebies. Free magazine, free pizza, free vodka, free ice cream, free twilight masks, etc. 🙂


No highlight for this month. Hahaha. 🙂 Ahmm. Maybe our first duty in FEU-NRMF.


(Krizzelle, Angelie, Me)

(Bianca, Krizzelle, Leigh, Michie, Angelie, Me)

(Bianca, Harold, Michie, Krizzelle, Cates, Angelie, Me)

The first time we celebrated Leigh’s birthday. We went to their place in Batanagas. It’s also my first time to rise the seasaw. Hahaha. 😀 It’s never too late to try new things. 🙂


(Cate, Krish, Reycel, Cesz, Effy, Anne, Me, Seiki)

(Karen, Effy, Lalaine, Christian, Mamiku, Me, Dawn, Cesz, Imogen, Ross, Reycel, Seiki, Lucky, Dan, Nix, Kathleen, Marie, Gabriel, John, Nikomedzhi, HArold, Krish, Cate, Jaeson, Anne, Darren, Noel, RJ)

It’s Nix’s 19th birthday. I gave her a book. My first time to gift a book. 🙂 The title of the book was Hush, Hush written by Becca Fitzpatrick.


So it’s my birthday. My first time to celebrate my birthday on a bar. I’m with Dan, Nix and Darren. Dan was the first one to greet me personally and he hugged me. Patrick was the first to text me at exactly 12 o’clock. Happiest birthday so far.:) Sorry, I don’t have any pics on my birthday.

(Anne, Anne)

Anne went to our house in Bataan for the first time. She’s also the first one I invited to stay in our house for vacation. I had so much fun while she stayed there. We had mani – pedi. We watched DVDs all night and we even decorated our Christmas tree. We went to Ukay Ukay and bought clothes. It’s also my first time to shopped there.


(Eva, Henrico, Gerald, Hazel, Angelica, Julie, Me, Ruth, Mary Anne, Brenty)

This is our group. We called ourselves MOCTAH-kada. This was our first bonding last year. We ate with our bare hands in Eastwood. We window – shopped and just fooled around. 🙂



That’s me and my crush, LUCKY. It’s our first picture together. And I am so happy. Actually, I don’t remember that I have a picture with him. I’m drunk at that time. So I am surprised to see that we have our very own portrait. I like him soo much. Really. And I’m looking forward to have more pictures with him. Hahaha.

That’s all. ‘Til next time. 🙂

Our First Bonding for 2011

4 Jan

January 2, 2011. It all started when I phoned my friend Darren.

Me: Already in Metro Manila?
Darren: Not yet. Why?
Me: I want to see you. Let’s go out.
Darren: Where do you want to go?
Me: Tiendesitas?
Darren: Sure. Let’s meet at 6:30 pm.

At 6:30….
Me: Where are you??? I’m already here. (SM Megamall)
Me: Please txtback. I’ve been here for almost an hour.

I called her.
Operator: The number you have dialed is out of coverage area.

I started to worry where in the world she is.
I called her again but still no response. So I went to Red Mango and ate Frozen Yogurt and Banana Almond Waffles to divert my attention.

Beep. At last, she replied.
Darren: Sorry. Empty battery. Let’s meet at Pasig Rotonda then we will ride a cab going to Tiendesitas.

So we met at Pasig Rotonda.

Darren: Are you mad at me? Sorry.
Me: Nope. I’m worried about you. I thought you lost your phone again.
Darren: Oh. That is so sweet of you.

So we went to Tiendesitas. We window-shopped, talked and ate there. I tried a few dresses and shoes but didn’t buy it. Hahaha. 😀 We also went to a couple of pet shops there to find a new cage for my hamster. I found a cute one but it’s pink. My pet is a male hamster. So we wandered again and spotted two cuties. Hahaha.

We decided to walk outside Tiendesitas. Darren and I were chatting and laughing while we were walking.

Me: I want to smoke.
Darren: C’mon let’s buy.

So we bought a half pack a Marlboro Black. And I smoked one stick while we were walking.

Darren: Let’s walk from here to our apartment.
Me: Why not?
Darren: Are you sure.
Me: Yep.

So we walked and laughed and talked. I can’t remember the last time we went out together. We looked like a fool because it ‘s already late at night and we’re girls. But who cares??? Call us crazy. We were singing love songs. we’re both hopeless romantic.

Darren: Hey, we’re near to John’s house. (THE LOVE OF HER LIFE. Hahaha.)
Me: Yeah. I know. I’m going to text him when we’re already in front their house.
Darren: I know what will be his reply.
Me: What?
Darren: It’s either “Huh?” or “Weh?”
Me: Hahaha. I think so.

In front of John’s house.
Me: Hey John!!!! I’m in front of your house!!! Hahaha.
John: Huh??? (So Darren’s right)
Me: Promise. It’s not joke. Go downstairs and you’re going to find me here.

Darren took a picture of me in front of his house. And then we started walking again.

Then John phoned me.
John: I’m already here. Where are you?
Me: Wait for me there. I will be back.

So I went back to his house. Darren didn’t want to go with me cause she didn’t want him to see her. She asked me to lie to him.

John: So what are you going in here?
Me: I have my community here. Hahaha.:))
John: At this time.? And look at your clothes. It doesn’t look like your having your community here. Hahaha. 😀
Me: Hahaha. It is supposed to be a joke.
John: Yeah I know. Seiously? Why are you here?
Me: I accompanied my cousin on her friend’s house. And then I remember you’re just a block away so I went here.
John: Oh…
Me: Yeah. I have to go. She’s waiting for me.
John: Ok. You take care. It’s already late.
Me: Sure. Thanks.

So I went to Darren and she asked me what did he say. And then we walked again. After more than one hour of walking, my feet were aching and Darren’s having dyspnea(difficulty of breathing). We rode a cab to their apartment and laughed again because WE ARE CRAZY for walking more than an hour.

We really missed each other and to tell you the truth, we had so much fun.

We’re looking forward on our next WALKATHON again together with our other friends. Hahaha.

And I know, one day you’re going to read this. You’re the only who knows my blog site. I love you so much Darren. :))