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When He Said No

1 Mar

No more wedding.

He said he’s not ready. He said he had to let go of me.

Devastated? Yes.

Sad? Yes.

Angry? Definitely.

I feel like I’m a piece of trash. I don’t know what to do. I love him. I gave up my family for him. I gave him everything he wanted. I thought all’s going to be well. I know I said I’m not yet ready to have a family. But I wasn’t prepared for his unexpected decision. He let me go. We’re living together already then he told me to go home because he’s not yet ready for marriage. He said he tried but he wasn’t prepared for another responsibility. He said he wanted to go to abroad first. He said if ever he came back and I still don’t belong to someone else, then that’s the time he would marry me. But as of now, we should go on our separate ways.

F*CK HIM!!!!

And I thought, dramas were seen on movies only. Gosh, my life is one piece of a long story drama series!!!!

Be Resposible!

11 Dec

Okay, I’m a little pissed off right now with someone right now. She’s 30 years old, married and with two kids. She got pregnant with her first baby 5 or 6 months before her college graduate. That was nine years ago. She got married after her graduation with the father of her child. In nine years, she played the role of a housewife. And recently, I think 3 months ago, her husband went abroad to work. And that’s the time this girl started to get into my nerves. She told me that she had textmates even before her husband went to work in another country. And now, one of her childhood friends (a friend of her husband too) told her that he had a crush on her. And this girl told the guy that she had a crush on him too. What the heck??? Did she forget that she’s already married? Oh, and I forgot to tell you that this guy was her daughter’s teacher. Yep! So she made her child an excuse just to see that guy. All I could hear from her was this guy’s name. I told him that she should stop seeing that guy and stop talking about him ’cause just hearing the guy’s name made my ears bleed. And most all, she’s already committed with someone and she had two kids! Her husband is working hard abroad just to give her and their kids a better future and in just three months, she’s doing something like that. Ooh, there’s more. She’s drinking with her friends while her kids were wandering and playing. And it was night time. Her mother told her to go home but she insisted to stay with her friends. What a responsible mother!!!! Sometimes, I wanted to slap her so she would realize the things she’s doing.

I don’t know what to say to her anymore. I understand that she didn’t enjoy her teenage years because of having a family in an early age. But she also think of her kids, her family.

I pity the kids. I pity her husband. I pity her.